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Concepts of God

Revs. Beverly and David Bumbaugh
The Unitarian Church in Summit NJ USA
February 16, 1997

Several weeks ago, our eleven o'clock service was visited by members of a study group from a neighboring church. They were studying other religions and had been charged with experiencing worship in a Jewish or Catholic Congregation, in an Islamic Congregation and in a Unitarian Universalist Congregation. They sat through our service quietly, attentively, and unobtrusively taking notes. Following the service, and a quick visit to the coffee hour, they reassembled here in the sanctuary for a brief question and answer session with Beverly and me. The questions they asked indicated that they had quickly picked up on our historic concern for freedom, reason and tolerance in religion. They had observed the lack of customary symbols here in the church, but they had also noticed the symbols which are uniquely ours--the chalice on the pulpit, the chalice which is lit, the chalices we wear, the Transylvanian cloths and hymn book covers, the stoles we wear and were eager to know something about them and what they meant to us.

This gave us a chance to explain something of our history, our roots and the tradition we represent. We talked together for a while, and then came the inevitable question. "What about God? We didn't hear much about God in this service. Do you believe in God?"

Such a simple question! So difficult to answer! I began with that old chestnut about how Unitarian Universalists believe in one god at most. I explained that in a free faith such as ours individuals were expected to address that question for themselves, and then live with integrity in light of the answer they discovered, that some of us are convinced theists, some of us are agnostics, and some of us are convinced atheists, and that each of these positions is honored as a valid religious alternative.

They nodded, and then asked, "Yes, but what about you? Do you believe in God?"

Suddenly my mind flashed back over the years to a Unitarian Universalist ministers study group I had attended when I was very new in this profession. What had begun as a congenial conversation had somehow degenerated into a discussion of theology. At one point, one of my older colleagues turned to me and said, "You, my friend, are a god-driven man who cannot find god!" I never knew quite what he meant by that comment, but somewhere, deep inside me it rang true. My life has been spent in search of that which, by some definitions might be called God, and yet, as my young visitors had noticed, God is not a word that springs easily to my lips.

They deserved an answer, and I struggled to give them one. I explained that the word God is problematic for me precisely because it is a term which is seldom defined, but which virtually everyone believes is self-explanatory. God is a concept without content and therefore it is often used to allow people to think they know more than they know, understand more than they understand, share more than they share. In my experience, I said to them, God has too often been used as a vehicle to close off the powerful and important questions: Why do the innocent suffer; why does justice not prevail; why is the world so often awash in blood? It is all part of God's vast and incomprehensible plan. By invoking the word God, we close off and cauterize the bleeding, painful questions. In my experience, God is the answer to nothing; God is the deepest of all the unanswered questions. And rather than be misunderstood, I prefer not to use the word. For me, the religious stance is not one of assurance, but a willingness to stand naked before the persistent and unanswered questions.

They listened attentively, but I am not at all certain they understood what I was trying to say. It seemed to me that a few of them were on the verge of asking, "Yes, but do you believe in God?" Instead, they turned the conversation in other directions.

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Since religion by definition in the general culture presupposes God, people are always curious about alternative traditions. Robert Fulghum, a contemporary Unitarian Universalist minister, in his book, UH-OH, tells of one of his encounters with the question.

"Do you believe in God, Mr. Fulghum?" (The journalist .... has shifted scale suddenly from the details of dailiness to the definition of the Divine.)

"No, but I do believe in Howard."

"Howard? You believe in Howard?"

"It all has to do with my mother's maiden name."

"Your mother's maiden name..."

"Was Howard. She came from a big Memphis clan that was pretty close and was referred to as the Howard Family. As a small child, I thought of myself as a member of the Howard Family because it was often an item of conversation as in "The Howard Family is getting together,' and "The Howard Family thinks people should write letters to their grandmother." The matriarch, my grandmother, was referred to as Mother Howard."

"And you thought...she...was...God?"

"No, no, I just wanted you to first know how it was that Howard was a name that was important to me from early on in my life. What happened was that I got packed off to Sunday School at around age four and the first thing I learned was the Lord's Prayer, which begins "Our Father, which art in heaven, Hallowed by Thy name." And what I heard was "Our Father, which art in heaven, HOWARD be Thy name." And since little kids tend to mutter prayers anyhow, nobody realized what I was saying was Howard. And believing I was a member of His family--the Howards. Since I was told that my grandfather had died and gone to heaven, God and my grandfather got all mixed up in my mind as one and the same. Which meant that I had a pretty comfy notion about God. When I knelt beside my bed each night and prayed, "Our Father, which art in heaven, Howard be thy name," I thought about my grandfather and what a big shot he was because, of course, the prayer ends with "For Thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory forever and ever, Amen." I went to bed feeling pretty well connected to the universe for a long, long time. It was a Howard Family Enterprise."

"You're not putting me on, are you?"

"Not at all. All human images of the ultimate ground of being are metaphors, and as metaphors go, this is a pretty homey one. And I thought it for so long that even when I passed through all those growing-up stages of skepticism, disbelief, revision and confusion--somewhere in my mind I still believed in Howard. Because at the heart of that childhood image there is no alienation. I belonged to the whole big scheme of things. I lived and worked and had my being in the family store."
--p.p. 133-135, UH-OH

As we mention occasionally around here, we Unitarian Universalists are Unitarian Universalists especially because we have differed with the generally accepted definitions of religion and the assumed and generally respectable concepts of God. Some of our forbears paid dearly for their alternative beliefs.

Back in the last century, a Universalist minister got into big trouble with the law in Massachusetts over the definition of God. Found guilty by both lower and supreme courts, he actually served a 60-day sentence on a blasphemy charge, after which he went west to Iowa to found an intentional community. His "criminal" concept of God was contained in this short statement:

A PHILOSOPHICAL CREED

I believe in the existence of a universe of suns and planets, among which there is one sun belonging to our planetary system; and that other suns, being more remote, are called stars; but that they are indeed suns to other planetary systems. I believe that the whole universe is NATURE, and that the word NATURE embraces the whole universe, and that God and Nature, so far as we can attach any rational idea to either, are perfectly synonymous terms. Hence I am not an Atheist, but a Pantheist; that is, instead of believing there is no God, I believe that in the abstract, all is God; and that all power that is, is in God, and that there is no power except that which proceeds from God. I believe that there can be no will or intelligence where there is no sense; and no sense where there are no organs of sense; and hence sense, will, and intelligence, is the effect, and not the cause, of organization. I believe in all that logically results from these premises, whether good, bad, or indifferent. Hence, I believe that God is all in all; and that it is in God we live, move, and have our being; and that the whole duty of man consists in living as long as he can and in promoting as much happiness as he can while he lives.
Written at Hebron NH, May 28, 1833
By ABNER KNEELAND



What seems to me to be the problem in a conversation about God is that we speak generic and all the while we are thinking in the specific ; and so we end up talking past each other in service to tribal deities and personal saviors and such. Robert Fulghum had an interesting experience which offers some clarity here.
On a long flight from Melbourne to Athens, an Australian carpenter, an Indian college professor in hydrology, and I had a memorable late-night theological discussion. The three of us were seated in one row, and the subject of God came up because our meals were accompanied by a little card on which was printed a short prayer of thanksgiving.

...Later on, the Indian professor and I stood in the forward alcove of the 747, ... comparing the route map with what we could see out the porthole in the door.

Across Australia, Indonesia, to Singapore, across Malaysia, India, Pakistan, Saudi Arabia, and into Athens. Much of what we crossed was ocean.

Theology again. The Indian professor of hydrology ... noted that we had just left a country where people worshiped the sun-- on the beach with most all of their clothes removed. And we were flying over countries whose people believed it was the will of Allah that women should be completely covered, even on beaches. The name of God varied from country to country; the holy book was not the same; the rituals and dogmas and routes to heaven were not the same. And so certain were the followers of different religions of their rectitude, they would gladly war with one another--kill each other-- to have their beliefs and metaphors prevail. Yet in this same plane, flying peacefully along, are these same people.

Clearly this troubled the professor--grieved him. He shook his head and asked why this must be so.

The professor pointed out the Indian Ocean beneath us at the moment.

He spoke of water, his specialty. "Water is everywhere and in all living things--we cannot be separated from water. No water, no life. Period. Water comes in many forms--liquid, vapor, ice, snow, fog, rain, hail. But no matter the form, it's still water.

"Human beings give this stuff many names in many languages, in all its forms. It's crazy to argue over what its true name is. Call it what you will, there is no difference to the water. It is what it is.

"Human beings drink water from many vessels--cups, glasses, jugs, skins, their own hands, whatever. To argue about which container is proper for the water is crazy. The container doesn't change the water.

"Some like it hot, some like it cold, some like it iced, some fizzy, some with stuff mixed in it--alcohol, coffee, whatever. No matter. It does not change the nature of the water.

"Never mind the name or the cup or the mix. These are not important.

"What we have in common is thirst. Thirst!

"Thirst for the water of Life!"

As it is with water, so is it with God.

"I don't know much about God," said the professor of hydrology. "All I know is water. And that we are momentary waves in some great everlasting ocean, and the waves and the water are one."

He poured us each a paper cup full of water and we drank
pp. 137-139, UH-OH


A while back I thought the semantic problem might be cleared up by looking to a non-religious, neutral source. I got out the Encyclopedia Britannica and looked up the Macropedia article entitled "theism." I found this:

all limited or finite things, though fully real in their own right are dependent in some way upon, while yet distinct from, one supreme being, of which one may speak in personal terms.

And that supreme being--God-- is

beyond mans' comprehension, perfect, and self-sustained but also peculiarly involved in the world and its events.

In addition to being what seemed to me a very Christian statement, the "personal" terms used through the rest of the article were always male, which right there gave me pause. I was ready to give up completely when the author noted that some contemporal theisms hold that God is changing-- he grows as he surpasses himself . A similar theism was attributed to the "philosopher of religion," Henry Nelson Wieman, who defined God as "the dynamic reality of creative interchange in the temporal process."

Well, I know of Dr. Wieman-- the Unitarian theologian. David was a student of his some thirty years ago or so. Dr. Wieman emphasized not the personal, but God as process, creativity at work in the universe of time and space. In his book RELIGIOUS INQUIRY, Dr. Wieman wrote:

What we call the universe at any one time is what our valuing and cognitive consciousness can envision at that time. The universe as so conceived will be transcended and become obsolete when our valuing consciousness is expanded by the creativity operating in human existence to expand the range of what we can know.
... the universe in which we now live, as known to the sciences, is radically different from the universe as known to men a thousand, or even a hundred, years ago. Furthermore, it is now changing more radically than at anytime in past history. Thus all evidence points to the conclusion that the universe as we now know it is a transitory vision, soon to be transformed into something very different from what we can now imagine. [p.19]

The ruling commitment of our lives must be given to the creativity operating in human existence to expand indefinitely the valuing consciousness of the individual in community with others. This is the only way we can be saved from tyranny, saved from blindness to changing conditions requiring a change in the order of human life, saved from dogmatism, arrogance, narrow mindedness, and that disregard of the demands of unique individuality in others which is the source of so much evil. [pp.21-22]


There is no escaping it, whenever we Unitarian Universalists begin to delve into the mysteries of the sacredness of life, seeking the source of all-encompassing power and infinite meaning or Truth, theology reverses direction, urging us toward a clearer definition of human existence and interconnectedness and inter-responsibility, whether our concept of God is ensconced in a sophisticated, scholarly explication of creative process or in the metaphors of childhood.

So Robert Fulghum ended his little chapter on the question of God this way:

In my childhood I was told that God was all-powerful and lived far, far away. And that I could not see Him until after I died. When I asked why, if God was so powerful, there were children starving in Mexico, I was told it was the will of God and that I should not worry about it. Instead, I should be concerned about making sure I didn't attend the upcoming high school prom, because dancing was a sin and I should try not to sin.
Now I am older. And I know that God is everywhere and in all things. There is nowhere that God is not, even in me. I also know that starving comes from not having enough food, and that is a human problem about which something can be done.
I know now that dancing comes from having much joy.
And when everyone has enough to eat, everyone will dance, especially Howard. --p. 142, UH-OH

* * * *
My colleague, who, with time would become my friend, called me a "God driven man who cannot find God." I still don't know what he meant. But over the decades my search has driven me on. I still am not comfortable with the word "God." I still distrust the human tendency to believe that once you can give a label or a name to something, you have domesticated it and bent it to your will. The sacred, for me, is too wild and vast and unknowable ever to be tamed or bent or labeled or named. But this I have come to believe after the passage of all these driving years: There is in this universe a process at work which is the source of all value and of every human good. This process is the same force which exploded into being an entire universe out of the void, out of a timeless point of singularity, the same force which set the stars to burning in the vast emptiness of space, the same force which set the planets spinning around how many stars, the same force which tamed the fire of those stars to the uses of life and called it forth on this small planet and how many others.

The same process at work in our lives calls us to self-conscious awareness and to responsible living in the context of an ever expanding understanding of this living earth, and each other, and ourselves. This process is not in our control, nor has it ever been nor will it ever be, but it is a process which has the power to transform us as we cannot transform ourselves, to refine our vision and our understanding, to deepen our compassion when we open ourselves to it, see ourselves as expressions of its drive for self conscious awareness, understand ourselves as central to the process by which meaning emerges and expands and grows.

And I have come to believe that the religious life is defined by a conscious commitment to live in terms of that process, seeking always to enlarge the realm of understanding and compassion and responsibility, knowing always that the sacred process is more than we can understand at any given moment and that no name or description will ever be large enough or strong enough to capture the reality which continually incarnates itself in the world and in every part of the world but which cannot be captured by any words, which is comprehended if at all only in fleeting glimpses and half seen visions.

It is unlikely that I shall ever be comfortable with the word God. It makes me sound as though I know more than I know, understand more than I understand, believe more than I believe. But my friend is probably right; it is unlikely that I shall ever cease the search.


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